Day 170!

Whoooooo! It's been 10 days! This weekend has gone by sooo fast! Tomorrow is my Great Grandma's funeral... :( She is happy in heaven now though! I feel that is a good thing. I just pray that my Grandma will be alright. Losing her husband and now her mom... :( That has to be hard! She is so strong! She needs all the prayer she can get though. I love you Grandma Brooks, stay strong! On a better note, I talked to Mickey a little today! Not a whole lot but enough to say "I love you" a million times:) haha. I don't think you can over use those words. Well starting April 4th I begin night school! Blahh:( I just want to get that out of the way and over with! Well I am going to bed! I love you Mickey Ray David Thiele. You are my best friend and the most amazing boyfriend:) MUAHHH<3

Day 172

Oh My Gosh!! I really do not like the internet that the ship has, it keeps going in and out. But I guess a little talking is better than none at all... Sorry I didn't blog yesterday. I was lazy! haha. So I changed from counting like day 5, 6, 7 and so on that I would countdown! That was the numbers would get smaller, not bigger! :) I am kind of in a poopy mood. But thats okay! I will flip my mood around! GAHHHH, GOING TO KILLLLL THE INTERNET ON THAT DANG SHIP!... Not really but ya know! Haha. So starting yesterday Mickey asked me to make him a video each day... Well I don't think I will make one EVERYDAY, at least once or twice a week. It's awkward, I never know what to say... And I always say "anyways" its weird. But I will have to get over saying that word! SO I guess no job for miss Jacklyn! :( I don't really know though. She told me to bring the owner my resume tomorrow! So I guess I will do that and hope for the best!! Today Spencer and I went for a walk, the poor little man got so cold! When we got home he had his face all wrapped up in his blankets! I tried to make the stroller thing block the wind but i guess it didn't work! He is cute, I love my little man! Well my day wasn't too exciting so I don't really have much more to say... I love my Mickey:) <3 Can't wait to see him!!!! Night Night! 

Day 6...

Well today I woke up and got ready!... Then I went to the mall and had an interview! That went great! I start on friday! YAY. That makes me super happy. I didn't get to talk to Mickey very much today:( I miss him! I Love you babyyy!!!! :D I can't wait to see you! 174 days!! Woooohooo! We can make it! Anyways, I am out for the night! Goodnight!

Day 5!

My goodness! Today has been a roller coaster! My day has been good for the most part... Besides the fact of being thrown up on in the restaurant! And... My Great Grandma dieing... Today around 4 I found out that my wonderful Grandma had finally made her trip to heaven. I am so happy she is not suffering anymore! She is with her family! I love that! I went to dinner with my Dad, sister, and nephew! We went to Olive Garden! It was yummy accept Spencer decided he didn't want to sit in his high chair... He'd rather throw up all over auntie!! Yay! :( NOT! After that we went to my Grandmas house to see her and have her iron a pair of my pants! After that I came home and have been listening to testimonies and all that jazz. :) Now I am talking to my wonderful boyfriend! :)

Day 4!

YAY! Yay! yAy. :) Well today I had a big bowl of fruit! Let me tell you it was yummmmy! :) Today I went and got some applications! I need a job, badly!! Then I cam home and Have been talking to my love ever since! It's been nice to talk to him so much! :) He started a blogging thing too! It makes me happy! :) He is so sweet to me. I love you Mickey! I wish I could kiss you!! Well I am going to go eat dinner and try to figure out this dang picture thing! :/ Alright! Buhbye! Love you babe!!

Well Well Well!!

Today has been a pretty boring day! As sundays usually are! I woke up and took a bath, as usual! Didn't even bother getting ready today... I watched Nascar with my mother and stepdad... Folded laundry and went for a 2 minute JOG! Yeah I almost died on that jog! :/ I am so very outta shape! Its not good. I got to talk to Mickey a lot today! Infact I am talking to him right now! Well I WAS, but the dang internet keeps going down on the ship! :( HAHHA I just put a diaper on the dog cause she is having issues... So that is going to be my picture for today! Its kinda funny! I might add more later but I dont really have too much to say!

"Omg baby i love you so much i just got your myyb message and i am glad you fought so hard for me :):) i almost cried" -MRDT

Poem #1

Inspiration hits the soul.
The words fill the page.
A message from God creates a vile inhalation of love.
Our hearts combine.
And become bound in love.
Nothing else matters.
Just you and me together and eternity.
The chemistry flows and the love shows.
Gods has done his job.
Happy as can be, just you and me.

Our Story!

HAHAH if you look at the little girl behind us, she is picking her nose! Anyways, had to point that out!! Mickey and I met my freshman year in high school. I was attending Mountain View! He was my cousins husbands sons stepbrother! Man that is confusing! He was so rude to me all the time, it hurt my feelings! Then one night I got on myspace and had a message from him. He was flirting hardcore with me. Of course that made me happy! I don't really remember how things went! I know our first date we went and saw Click with his friend Kevin and his girlfriend. We didn't really hangout much. He honestly kind of forgot about me. He got deployed for a year I think it was. That whole time I talked to him and we were pretty serious. Actually very serious! I was actually looking at rings... Well a lot happened and instead of coming home and marrying me, he married someone else. SO be it! I was young and pretty dumb. Although he did that to me I stuck by his side and had continued to be his friend and email, text, talk... I had a lot of FLINGS and a couple of actual BOYFRIENDS between the time we broke up and now. I told him around christmas that I wanted to come to California and see him... He was married at the time and things were pretty rocky, so we just continued to talk... And then not talk and then talk again and then finally he wrote me and told me he was getting a divorce. I felt bad for him but of course I was smiling on the inside! I wanted to go down before I turned 18 but my Mom wouldn't let me... Well it was a couple nights after my birthday, we were writing and he asked me if I was going to come down... Of course I thought I had some convincing to do. I went and asked my Mom, she said yes... After all I am 18!! :) So I got online and bought my ticket. I left Feb 18th! I stayed down there for 5 days. I truly had no intentions of falling in love but obviously God had a different plan. It was the 2nd or 3rd day I was down there... We were in the movies, every time he touched me it was like electricity was going through my body. I tried so hard to fight it, but how do you fight what is meant to be... From then on, I was a gonner! His actions showed that he really cared about me. From the second I got off the plane he was crazy about me. I had to come home on Feb 23! I cried that wholeeee day! I was so heartbroken. So much that my Mom asked me why I even came home... That is a good question! So 5 days later I was on a plane back to California! :) This time I stayed for 8 days! Things were PERFECT! :) Everything felt so right. If you could see the way he treats me, you would know that this man loves me so much. He has his moments but I know at the end of the day he is thinking about me. We have been through A LOT, but what relationship doesn't have some issues... To say the least though, he makes me very happy and someday that may be happiness for a lifetime. Who knows, only God! Stick around and see what happens in this crazy relationship of ours!

Day One!

Alright! Well I thought it would be fun to blog for the next 6 months... Or longer! But right now since Mickey is gone I just thought it would be a nice outlet! Also since I love writing this will be fun for me! I am going to "try" and write everyday! I am also going to try and take one picture each day and post it as well! Anyways! Today was good. I got up and started to clean my room, that means doing laundry all day! While my laundry was going I went to the mall with my Mom, Stepdad, and my Buggie! AKA my nephew! He is so cute! I got my nails done. This time I did hot pink tips with a flower on my ring finger! They are super cute! Then I came home and maybe slept a little... :) My guilty pleasure! I swear I can sleep sooo much. I don't know if that is normal but oh well! After my nap I checked my email, and BAM there was my first email from mister Mickey! He didn't really write much but I am sure he is pretty busy. It's good to hear from him though... We had a rocky week. Things will workout. I have faith. I KNOW how things are when we are together, no one else knows... So I am going to trust in God! This relationship is in his hands. :)